I don’t use tumblr that much, but it’s a place we’re most people who follow me are randomers so i can moan about the real world to a point.
Here’s my issue, and it is a bit of a man-up moment.
I’ve been single for 3 years now. This on it’s own isn’t an issue. I’m very happy, I enjoy my own company and not too be crude, theres enough drunk nights to keep my sex drive almost in tact. But here is the issue tumblr. Everyone around me seems to be in a relationship and moaning about it. Part of me takes comfort in the fact I don’t have this drama, but of course part of me wants to be in a relationship to show these bastards how to do it. even though the whole single bit points to the fact i’m no doctor.
But what can I do? I try and help my friends as you should, but when it starts bringing you down and becomes detrimental to the way you think and work, you have to step aside.
My singleness doesn’t seem to be ending anytime soon and again, I’m ok with this. I just wish the people around me could enjoy themselves in their relationships and not moan and look at my life as a sort of reason for. Happy go lucky to the outside world, yes. But alone and questioning when it’s going to change, well I don’t wish that upon anyone!
Bill Hicks (via skaterboytae)
“Twirling round with this familiar parable. Spinning, weaving round each new
experience. Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing, this chance to be alive and breathing. This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality. Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal. All this pain is an illusion.” -Parabola;Tool